Please, be patient with yourselves. Our Father is the God of perfect love and he understands that your desires to be together is what you want but your not always able to make that happen. Maybe, you can touch base with each other during the week when you can't get together. Encourage each other that it's o.k. and you are doing your best to get together. Take the pressure off of yourselves and remember that our Father in Heaven is not keeping score.