In the prison cell, under the pillow
Favorite author and missionary to China Watchman Nee has been a blessing to many. But his life was not like ours.
Nee was arrested in Manchuria in April, 1952 on charges of tax evasion and corrupt business practices. Four years later, in a public trial in Shanghai, he was found guilty on political grounds and was sentenced to 15 years in prison.
His wife Charity was arrested during the same period but was later released from prison because of deteriorating health. She was thus able to visit her husband while he was in prison. Nee was confined to a tiny cell and treated so badly that he soon weighed only 100 pounds. For a while he suffered from coronary ischaemia.
Charity was arrested again at the beginning of the Cultural Revolution (1966-1976). She and two of her sisters were put into a small room, interrogated by Red Guards, and brutally tortured. Later, they were paraded through the streets wearing dunce caps and heavy boards around their necks. Still, the three women refused to deny their faith in Jesus Christ.
Nee expected to be released when his fifteen-year sentence was completed in 1967 but officials demanded that he renounce his faith in order to gain freedom which he would not do. Two thugs were placed into the cell with him with orders to torment Nee but he remained firm in his faith despite suffering indescribable pain from his cellmates.
Upon death, it was gleefully proclaimed that he had indeed denied his faith. But after his death a written note was found under his pillow by relatives who came to gather his few remaining possesions. It read:
Christ is the Son of God. He died as the Redeemer for the sins of mankind, and was raised up from the dead after three days. This is the most important fact in the world. I shall die believing in Christ.
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- · Dan Beaty
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An amazing story! I had not heard all these details before. It testifies to the power of endurance that God imparts to those who love Him.
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- · Onesmas Riungu
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Watchman Nee’s life and writings have deeply influenced me. His unwavering devotion to Christ, even in the face of imprisonment, torture, and death, challenges me to pursue a deeper walk with God. His books—filled with spiritual depth, revelation, and simplicity—continue to shape how I understand true discipleship, brokenness, and dependence on the Holy Spirit.
Though his body was bound, his spirit remained free, and his legacy continues to ignite passion for Christ in many hearts today. Nee’s life reminds me that faith is not proven in comfort but in conviction, and that the cross is not merely a symbol—it’s a way of life. Truly, his words and witness continue to inspire generations to live fully for Jesus, no matter the cost.